Tomorrow look brighter than today, but the time for action is today. So, I have to keep up with this urge to strive hard. No matter how hard I try stability seem far from green light. Whatever! I like this and I surrender my life to extemporaneousness. However, tonight I am feeling a severe headache and a little bit tired. Is mundane actions eating up so much of my time that I can’t even pick up the phone for the new sparks? One of these days, I shall take a break and call back!
Someone wants to dupe me? Try me, I love a challenge. Be wary, it is not going to be an easy task to pull one over me! Perhaps this person might turn to be smart enough to devise a plan, in that case, I respect. Thanks to my Lord, history shows that so far all such plans came with my knowledge. However, I love to help! Helping people, letting people win at times, give me a warm feeling inside, so I just might let it pitch on! However, if this turn out to be lame enough, have my empathy…
I love speed, live on nervous energy and work under pressure but Maldives is only good for the slow movers, not much adventure for the energetics! I feel it, when my engine is fired up and revving hard enough to dust the road, there is no choice but move slowly on the first gear! My smoke was the only thing that kept me slow on the road, even that is said to be banned. Yeah, I can take up an extreme sport like, diving or surfing, but I am not rich enough yet to live that life. Well, I have people who depend on me, can’t let them down for my adventures… This is fucking frustrating… I guess the only option now is to secretly shift the gear and let it speed, making sure not to get pulled over by a traffic cop.
There are people who prefer easy going life and refuse to struggle! Not everyone has the energy, vision and resources to excel in life! So is my high energy and enthusiasm fit for all? No, too much of anything is good for nothing and too much of me is unbearable too. My frustrations deserve to point fingers and to out burst with steam… However, will that motivate others? So for now I am freezing all that I want to say, shame on me!!!